baekyeolexchange | Searching for Baekhyun

Author: ANONYMOUS
Recipient:

baeksilisk
Title: Searching for Baekhyun
Word Counts: 16000 +
Side Pairing(s): Kyungsoo/Kai
Rating: PG-13
Warning(s): mentions of suicide, third person/first person POV
Disclaimer:The celebrities' names/images are merely borrowed and do not represent who the celebrities are in real life. No offense is intended towards them, their families or friends. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. No money is being made from this fictional work. No copyright infringement is intended.
Summary: Chanyeol is no immortal but he is living in different worlds and in different times. Sometimes he sees the world in black and white, but mostly in full colors. He remembers them all but amongst all the memories, the realms, the worlds or even those times that existed where there is no time, there is one memory that swerves its way into a different one; a unique path - away from the others. There is that one moment where he failed to show his love and it sparked the fire to start the end of every beginning of every world.
Author's Note: This journey has been great. Thank you to the mods for their undying patience. All my love is dedicated to my forever supportive beta – my sister, my best-friend, and my coffee buddy – you know who you are and really, thank you so much! Also, thank you to Z for her continuous support and for encouraging me to finish this fic! The problems and detours that I experienced – the both of you never left me. Lastly, I am so sorry my recipient for I think I haven’t written what you had in mind but I hope you’ll like this. My Name is Memory!AU

(I am Park Chanyeol and my greatest love is Byun Baekhyun)

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(wow LJ thanks for slapping in my face the fact that I am a talkative ass i just have a lot of feels)

My birthday is next month, I really want a rose.

Sure, Baek.

But I never gave him one.

Yeol, our anniversary is in two months. Did you know there’s a newly opened flower shop two blocks away from your home?

I didn’t know.

I still never gave him one.

DANG PARK IS IT THAT HARD TO GET YOU R ASS UP AND WALK TO THE FUCKING NEAREST FLOWER
SHOP AND BUY THE BOY SOME GOD DAMN ROSES Y U NO BUY HIM ROSES

Let us erase all the worlds--- as if they never existed. I hope you'll write again - this time it'll be perfect. Because this time I'll make sure I'll exist to make you smile, to make you laugh, to make your world forever in rainbows and butterflies, I'll make sure this time, you'll feel my love – even if I start from scratch.

“It’s nice to meet you Byun Baekhyun. Let’s be friends. My name is Park Chanyeol.”

OMYGOD HOYL DSJJSAJSA BAEKHYUN COULDN'T REMEMBER :--C BUT IT'S OKAY because it means they're gonna restart, right? They're going to have a new life together a life where CHANYEOL ISN'T AN ASS WHO REFUSES TO BUY JUST ONE GODDAMN FLOWER but it's okay!!!!! it's okay!!!!!! BREATHES HEAVILY I AM CALM

I'm happy that in the end, Chanyeol had the chance to make things right even though they've gone through a lot of pretty dark stuff and all those years of seeking after Baekhyun in every life he has lived will finally pay off ;; I've read a lot of multiple lives!aus but this is by far the best for me hehehe <3

I'm really sorry, author, for not being able to construct a coherent comment ;; when I comment in stuff it's just 99% dskaljdslkd and 1% review ;o; I really liked the way this was written! and I quite recognize your style from somewhere but I can't remember where u___u I cried somewhere along the way because this really!!!!!! was!!!!!! so beautifully written sldjsakldas your words can move people and I'm very glad you've chosen to write this prompt, I'm glad mods assigned you to be my writer ;______;

I'm looking forward to the reveals so that I could know who you are AND SHOWER YOU WITH MY LOVE <3333 until then, author-nim! (づ￣ ³￣)づ

Searching for Baekhyun

RE: I'M DONE AN D I AM NOT CALM